Holdawn - Homesick
Directed by Julius Jimenez & Holdawn
Edited by Julius Jimenez
*lyrics below*
I aint been home in a minute
I keep postponing my visit
I flew my bro out intending on letting him move in with me
Im sorry it aint work out
I put my heart before business
I shouldn't have did that Im sorry
Hope you still know you my nigga
And to my family I miss ya
I missed some calls I'll return them
Im bad at keeping up with you
I've learned a lot since I left you
I've done some wrong since I left you
Wish I could come to the rescue
Before somebody else dies
Someone back home I can't get to (fuck)
Cause I'm so far from alone
Cant leave that soft alone
I feel like Im all alone
They freed my dawg in June
I just got done talking to him
But they put out a warrant again
So now he done went on the lam n ran
Hope I get to see you again
Hope I get to see you again
I just hope I get to see you again
Still got the same number. HIT ME
Couldn't bring everyone there with me
When I left said she wished she never met me
Wish you weren't afraid to tell me if you missed me
All I hear from now is don't forget me
Don't let me don't let me
When I asked I wish you'd
Come with me come with me
Wish you tried wish you came
When I got on the plane
Yeah I popped and I drank
Just to hide from the pain
Tried to stop but I can't
Man I died at nineteen
So how the fuck did I just make twenty-one?
On second life and I don't need nine
Look what you made me do I'm going crazy
Back in the day we barely left State st.
Baltimore raised me but I couldn't stay G
shit wasn't never gravy so can't shit phase me
Come a long way G the wrong way saved me
It's niggas in cages and pushing up daisies
So many faces come and go and maybe
I remember vaguely but 1st off I remembered you.
I went back home and came back
Baltimore raised me you can bank that
Chicago where I made my name at
Hold on let me throw a drink back
They think it's that but it ain't that
They think I'm scared and Imma hang back
I show no fear, embrace the pain
I died out there and got my game back
Tell me how it feels to walk without me
Still popping hella pills you lost without me
Watch me chase dollar bills and talk about me
Saw you head for the hills while dogs surround me
Them puppies a squeal if they fall in county
You don't love me forreal I already knew
I already knew I already knew I already knew I already knew..
Prod. LIL RAWR xD
